im so dead... havent even started studying or doing any of my homewk... left a few more weeks till school reopens and i bet next will zoom past and i wun even realise it... like this year.. felt like i juz got into the new class, still trying to get to noe frens better or decided they r irritating even after getting to noe them better, frens dat are so swit n caring n nice n helpful dat u juz wana go up to them n give them a hug. things like dat.. too bad i still dun haf any CLOSE fren dat i noe wun backstab me n will go thru thick n thin together n even if i wana tell my secrets to them, i wun haf to worry abt it ever being spread out to anyone else... its just scary being in my class coz u never noe if sumone is really ur fren or they are juz acting nice in front of u but BEHIND u, they bitch about u and all..sheesh..
so far, done kendarat for abt two times..at least get money..hehe. dats wut i like but the part dat i dun quite like is dat i get like pathetic 1/4 of the money oni.its barely enuff but then i'm trying to think on the bright side.at least the rest of the money is put away to buy sth for me. not like she goes n buy things for herself with MY money.actually even if she does dat its ok coz the money dat she's given me all my life for school n for raising me far exceed the amount i give back to her...
tata
